Things, they need to change.
::I need to cut the guilt out.
::I need to figure out where this anxiety is coming from and eliminate it - at least control it.
::I need to remember how much better I feel when I plan and do things outside of the house. (then I need to plan and do things outside of the house)
::I need to continue to find me.
::I need to enjoy my stay at home mom status since it won't last much longer.
::I will go on another trip - somewhere fun, with a friend. That was the best thing I have ever done in my life I think.
::I will get our taxes done ASAP this year.
::I will remember that I am worthy, I will shoot for feeling beautiful more then every once in a great while, and I won't worry about five - seven pounds that comes and goes (more often comes).
::I need to not feel anxious, guilty, or wrong for reading, watching movies, sitting down to a t.v. show or other things that I enjoy. Why have I stopped doing these things? Why do I feel bad when I do them?
::I need to find some patience.
::I need to put my foot down - I am a mom and I have a family. I am an adult. I can decide what we do and when - see point one and two as these then come into play.
::I need to remember things I enjoy, and make time for them - rock climbing, I think I would like snowshoeing, biking, hiking, canoeing, and general outdoor adventure sports. Now, how to do these?
::It is time to clean things out - clutter is getting the best of us.
::I need to get back on a healthy track. I have stopped being vigilante about what we take into our bodies, about our schedules, and our activities. I have been lax in our exposure to certain things etc. This is starting to show in our health and happiness, and general state of well being.
::I need to not call these resolutions, they are just things I have been thinking on. Something to post about today.
::I need to change some things. No time like now.