Thursday, May 7, 2009

I am.... Tired

I am tired

I am so very tired right now

I am physically tired

I am tired of driving

I am still tired after a nap

I am tired of other people's problems

I am tired of my own

I am tired of my batteries going dead at the wrong time
(there are two beautiful blue jays in my yard, camera is dead)

I am tired of working so hard

I am tired of not having fun... do I know how to anymore?

I am tried of being alone

I am tired of dearest working so hard (which is why I am alone)

I am tired of ends never meeting

I am tired of the news

I am tired of other people's stupidity

I am tired of being responsible for my kids alllll the time (where is the village?)

I am tired of caring more than others

I am tired of other people's assumption about me

I am tired of being strong all the time

I am tired of the constant feeling of being on edge

I am tired of not doing what I want to

I am tired of not getting thing done, because I don't know what I should be doing

I am tired - my eyes even hurt

I am tired......

17 comments:

julochka said...

that was great!


very real and very good.


and i'm tired too...

KLo said...

Ironically, I'm less tired now ... thanks : ) (although I guess feeling better at the misfortune of someone else isn't a good thing ... sorry!)

Jen said...

Hang in there, girl. This too shall pass. xx Jen

Mrs.Rotty said...

That. All of that. I agree.
I'm sorry. would a virtual hug be weird?

{{hug}}

to late now.

Pattern and Perspective said...

I'm sorry, Julie. I feel the same as of late - Take time for yourself - Just say screw it & do it!

Missy said...

I love this! I so understand!

bearer of three said...

i felt as if i was writing this myself. I too feel that way sometimes..its hard its really hard when you have reached that point where you cant focus enough to think of anything other then being tired and the things your tired of...hold on girl..keep your head up things will get beter soon

Sandra said...

I don't know what to say. You have a lot to do and be responsible for and there isn't any easy answer. If you can, let some things go. It won't be the end of the world, believe me. Sounds glib, but I don't mean it to be, get some sleep.

Liss said...

I seconded all of your "I am tired" comments.

I will be posting my "I am" photo today.

TheChicGeek said...

Awww, Julie, I think we can all relate to what you are saying so very well. Fortunately this will be a fleeting feeling and I know you will be back to your super self soon enough!
Tomorrow's Friday! Woo-Hoo! Do something fun for yourself. I will be smiling thinking of you doing something relaxing and fun :D
Lots of love and Happy wishes!
xox

adrienne said...

I often wonder where the village is, too.

Hope you get a well deserved break.

Delwyn said...

Have a good sleep Jules...
things may look different tomorrow...

Happy Days

Amy said...
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Liss said...

Mu answer to your "I am" is up and posted at my blog.

Polly said...

I'm tired too so I don't even know what to say to make you feel better!

Alicia @ boylerpf said...

As Scarlett always said "tomorrow is another day". I hope today isn't tired and gives you renewed energy to begin again. Sometimes it feels like we're a hamster running on the wheel in the cage. For you...get sweet rest!

Starlene said...

We're all tired, I think. Is misery in company something to rejoice? I don't know but it's at least comforting, right?

Things will change Jules. They always do.